Saturday, August 22, 2009

stop trying to figure me out jensen!

Monday, August 17, 2009

jesus freak.

you released a video
with your face all over the place
one day you're sad
the next day you're glad
your undulation
of success and failure
reminds me of Jesus
too bad you're too much like him

falling and getting back up
like the tide
never getting anywhere

oh,
and the girl you banged last night
was a Jesus freak
you can love her more

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

When are they going to develop a vaccine for the ACN virus?
I think it's more dangerous than H1N1.

A memetic virus, thrives on finding people who have no passion in life so the attractor being wealth for no apparent cause. A sense of fulfillment gained through dangling the proverbial carrot in front of someones nose promising freedom. If one has no preoccupation of passion in life, than multi-level marketing schemes like ACN are very appropriate in creating a sense of self-worth. Religion works on a similar premise.

You have a set of principles, ideals and you set out to proselytize them because they are 'right'. It works on the classic dynamic of herd mentality. It's old. Am I the only one who believes this? Let's build cultural identity in a new way and curb these archaic forms of proselytization. The higher the membership of any social group, the greater power and wealth that can be generated. The only thing worse than a bible thumper is a bible thumper who think that his work ethic is related to directly to God. Hard work has nothing to do with your 'calling' or your personal salvation. The Calvinist's really fucked things up -- it really wasn't a brilliant idea to 'reform' something that was already deformed to begin with.

It's all based on using your herd as a crutch - creating a cultural group who can give you constant validation. Here is an idea - instead of taking the same idea of getting down on your knees to suck the dick of some metaphysical entity every sabbath, let's stop back and take a look at how human behavior manifests itself in group dynamics and realize that we just keep modifying the SAME thing through time -- we really aren't changing anything but from Abraham, to Jesus, to Mohammed, and whatever prophet comes next. Let's severe the line now.
[the cold and barren present]

she keeps her mind in the past to keep warm

Sunday, August 09, 2009

wake up. [the protestant doth protest too much]

shut your protestant mouth
there is nothing from salvation
you are just a process
within a system
a system
in which you cannot control

all your beliefs are just
memetic junk
a waste bin of conscious energy

these words are not anger,
they are taken in anger
only because seeing faith for what it really is
is innately threatening for humans

just like if you ask if your ass looks big
in jeans
if someone says 'yes'
it doesn't feel good



start putting your life into your own hands
Scripture is no more real than
a cabbage patch doll
set on fire

you protestant are good
but your ideas are still that of an infant


Thursday, August 06, 2009

this is giving me a giant hadron!

we are going to break into heaven soon
we are going to break in
with a collider
with all of our might

we are going to bust through
the fabric of time
and all of the souls from heaven
are going to drip out
all over the canvas
of space

Higgs
will sneak up on our Creator,
steal his dice,
and they will smoke cigars together
in the lobby

and the infinite will say and do
nothing
like it always does

roll the dice.

roll the dice...
leaving events to randomness
soothes me

can you 'instill' dice with intuitive energy to skew the end result? can we shape or bend probability? we can't measure that, so it will be left to the category of the divine. maybe our energy and thoughts can affect the behavior of quantum particles? Masaru Emoto, a Japanese author, believes we can change molecular structures by directing human thoughts and words at them.

regardless, there is something about probability that soothes me mainly because a power or natural law beyond our perceptions are responsible for the results. the palpable variables that could affect dice rolling are infinite..all the way from the sweat on someones hand, the dust on the surface upon which they land, mass and shape etc.

another idea - you can add new dimensions to probability on dice rolling simply by stating that the face up landing side is not the determining number.

how would you express prayer as a variable in a probability equation?