stepping farther

i was closer to you when you were further away [from christ]
you are one step closer to being farther from me

deceasing

It's scary to think about how you leave behind when you die. Wouldn't it be scary to let people see your hard drive once you've died? It would really show what kind of person you were. Or imagine all of your lovers converged at your funeral and found you out?
Wouldn't that be something else?

i can see the ape in all of us
it's easiest seen when we think no one is watching us
and most happiness we feel
is just a reward
for almost
reproducing

czesc

jestem zimno.
tak jest moj serce albo cialo?

treading.

i wouldnt waste time playing games
if i had an open heart

if i had a reason to believe
that anyone was worth the leap

you say i always
treat you like science
and less like a lover

because people are walking rubix cubes
they elude you into playing with them
for self validation
for a stroke of lust

i am tempted by your lips
but i know
you're getting tired

i wouldnt have to fear the water
if i knew it was deep with love
but i know you're getting tired
of treading in it alone

in the car

we've upgraded from the old
torn vinyl

i've just popped
you like a mosquito
as you lay leaking all over
the leather
in the backseat blood

all of your past
lovers came pouring out

and you just took
another layer off of
my holy dove