janus

im sad and smiling
as this anger happiness resides in me
my stomach's full
brain empty

disparate thoughts are lethal
if you cannot manage them

but this janusian concept is what causes
breakthroughs
and breakdowns...
it is through being cold and hot
at the same instant
human ingenuity occurs

it drives me crazy
past the point of distraction

detract the cold that burns
contract the heat that freezes

the empirical rationalist will one day fall folly
if we don't recognize the cosmic vibrations
that give so much
we take away the silence
that makes the noise

it'd be something else to experience
a punch in the head concurrent with a sweet kiss